What happens when you get what you want?
For me, a sense of boredom always seems to set in. I soon find myself looking for the next best thing—whether it be professional or personal.
We spend so much time searching, looking here and there, yearning for what our heart desires. But what happens when the yearning is over? What happens when you find that you have found what you are searching for?
For me this happened when I quit searching. But it wasn’t a conscious thing. It was a process and a decision made as I grew and matured emotionally. I didn’t realize that it was happening at the time.
As soon as I quit grasping, what I was looking for appeared before my eyes. Now, I am experiencing the uncertainty of doubt. I am mildly cynical perhaps. I ask myself, “Is this really what I’m looking for?”
I am still surprised every time that the answer comes back to me.
Yes, it is!
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
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I can definitely relate to question where you are once you've arrived. It's like "is this where I should even be". Haha. I am glad you have reached the right destination.
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